i think that one of these days i'm going to change around my blog page appearance. just for kicks.
so...two days, basically....wow.
i talked to liz for a long time, her telling me about "guy stuff" in her life right now, me telling her about well, the present situation...we both really needed to gush, hehe. liz is really great...i love her a lot...i love how there's never been any weird sexual tension with us...we laugh about how sometimes people think we should be together or that we are or something...there's no way. i think we both really fill a good role in the other's life and all but we're as far away from being *that* way as is possible, which is one big reason we work so well as friends and writing partners, for sure. i wouldn't want to be interested her, anyway...i mean, who would give me advice about that sort of situation? hahaha. so anyway, it'd been a little while since we'd talked for very long and it was really good.

i feel such a wreck right now.
as in...tired but jumpy and restless.
for whatever reason, i feel this crazy overwhelming need/want/desire to talk to her, hear from her, whatever, as soon as possible. it's insane, i know, but like, i feel all nervous and crazy inside about it. just wanting to know she's all right, hear her laugh at me, hear a few words from her mouth or typed on a screen.

someone's been calling the house lately. it's driving me nuts.
i generally hate phone calls. unless you're calling to say "let's hang out" or to make some plans or give/ask specific information, please don't.
there are about...well, i can count on one hand the number of people who could call me up and because they're old friends or (in one case) a romantic interest (and close friend), i'd be okay with it. but if i haven't spent hours and hours and hours hanging out with you in person or you're someone who we've spent a couple hours talking on the phone in the past and i was obviously cool with it, then don't (expletive) call me. if you're allowed to call me up out of the blue, then we have already and you know you're allowed.
at this point, i'm not sure if it's one or several people and i highly doubt they'd read this anyway, but it really is pissing me off. i just bought a Caller ID box last night even though i rather would've spent my 12 bucks otherwise. i just get sick of screening my calls through an answering machine...which i'll continue to do, most likely, but if there's a number i recognize and i'm cool with, then i don't have to wait through 4 rings.
anyway, like i said, the perpetrators probably won't read this anyway, but venting does me good....hehehe.

leave it to joel to just ignore the blog for 2 weeks. way to go, buddy.

more in a few minutes....(or, you know, a few weeks)...