i'm not sure what the deal is, but i need to rest. but also need to work on the zine. probably both.
i feel close to some sort of meltdown or breakdown or whatever.
i generally always have a large amount of stiffness and tenseness in my upper back, shoulders, and neck. walker (certified in kiatsu, works with people's upper body area fairly often) said that mine is the worst he's seen, and he sees some crazy stuff. anyway, i've just learned to live with it and not even mention it, but the last few days it's gotten much worse. hopefully i just need rest and this weekend that can happen. plus my stomach's been nuts on me the past couple of nights. i'm just very overwhelmed right now, i guess, and my body's feeling it.