it's starting to consume me.
i just need to write.
seems like it just won't happen lately. but it's in me, pushing up, trying to crack through. i just need to write. i don't care who reads, i don't care if anyone reads. i just need to have time where i can sit down, not be here at work, and lunge into the keyboard.

i can't at work...first of all, that's not what i'm being paid to do. second...my damn computer locks up fairly often. third, many distractions, though again, i'm at work.

anyway, there's a lot in my head really wanting to see itself typed out.