by the way, those headlines were meant for the front page of the zine. they eventually made it over there.

i've skipped dinner the past few days. i'm not hungry now, but we'll see if i am later.

much zine stuff to work on tonight, and i'm doing a good amount of studying and reading as far as spirituality and theology and whatnot. in case anyone wonders or cares.

the cubs have won 3 in a row, 4 of their last 5, i think. good thing they're 18.5 games out, but maybe they can catch the pirates. the a's vs. royals game last night was really interesting. the a's hit 20 wins in a row, but started out with an 11-0 lead, the royals tied it in the 9th, and then bottom of the 9th, a guy for the a's pinch hit a walk-off homer. wow.

jill's dad is in remission. praise God.

i realize i haven't posted much that's very thoughtful lately, and i apologize for that. however, i am in a time in my life where i'm spending time studying and reading and whatnot, and often when i'm like that it's hard to write about it at the time. i am working on a new View Past Light for the zine, though.

still haven't sent that email i talked about a couple days ago. i may wuss out and wait til after the weekend. on the other hand, i may go to a show this weekend and she might be there. so i better tomorrow.

so much music i want to hear. so many albums i'd like to have. i need to lose this debt.

the View Past Light is tentatively about repentance. i've been really thinking and wondering about what to write for it for literally months now, and that just came to me while i was walking around this afternoon on a break from work.

if i go for some leisure time tonight, i'm going to watch either White (the first of the Colors Trilogy) or Citizen Kane.

it's 4:59 and so i will go now.